Friday, March 4, 2011

The Essential Gandhi

These are quotes from the book "Essential Gandhi" which i just finished reading.  It took me a while to get through this book because of all the journaling it made me do.  If you want to have one book force you to rethink how you see the world around you and the world you never come in contact with, then read this book!  Actually, read anything by Gandhi and i promise it will force you to think about things you have never thought about before.  He had a amazing way of putting his beliefs into practice, that which rarely is attained by most human beings.  Gandhi more than anyone else, has made me contemplate the way i think, the way i say things, the way i spend my time, and the way i think of others.  Very inspirational.  Here are just a select few quotes i have picked from this one book......




"There is an indefinable mysterious power that pervades everything, I feel it though I do not see it. It is this unseen power which makes itself felt and yet defies all proof, because it is so unlike all that I perceive through my senses. It transcends the senses. But it is possible to reason out the existence of God to a limited extent. Even in ordinary affairs we know that people do not know who rules or why and how He rules and yet they know that there is a power that certainly rules. In my tour last year in Mysore I met many poor villagers and I found upon inquiry that they did not know who ruled Mysore. They simply said some God ruled it. If the knowledge of these poor people was so limited about their ruler I who am infinitely lesser in respect to God than they to their ruler need not be surprised if I do not realize the presence of God - the King of Kings. Nevertheless, I do feel, as the poor villagers felt about Mysore, that there is orderliness in the universe, there is an unalterable law governing everything and every being that exists or lives. It is not a blind law, for no blind law can govern the conduct of living being and thanks to the marvelous researches of Sir J. C. Bose it can now be proved that even matter is life. That law then which governs all life is God. Law and the law-giver are one. I may not deny the law or the law-giver because I know so little about it or Him. Just as my denial or ignorance of the existence of an earthly power will avail me nothing even so my denial of God and His law will not liberate me from its operation, whereas humble and mute acceptance of divine authority makes life's journey easier even as the acceptance of earthly rule makes life under it easier. I do dimly perceive that whilst everything around me is ever changing, ever dying there is underlying all that change a living power that is changeless, that holds all together, that creates, dissolves and recreates. That informing power of spirit is God, and since nothing else that I see merely through the senses can or will persist, He alone is. And is this power benevolent or malevolent? I see it as purely benevolent, for I can see that in the midst of death life persists, in the midst of untruth truth persists, in the midst of darkness light persists. Hence I gather that God is life, truth, and light. He is love. He is the supreme Good. But He is no God who merely satisfies the intellect, if He ever does. God to be God must rule the heart and transform it.”

“(The temple) never appealed to me.  I did not like its glitter and pomp…”
“Proneness to exaggerate, to suppress or modify the truth, wittingly or unwittingly, is a natural weakness of man and silence is necessary in order to surmount it.  “

Gandhi speaking of nursing…”Such service can have no meaning unless one takes pleasure in it.”  When it is done for show or for fear of public opinion it stunts the man and crushes his spirit.  Service which is rendered without joy helps neither the servant nor the served.  But all other pleasures and possessions pale into nothingness before service which is rendered in a spirit of joy.”

“…Men, in the selfishness that blinds their reason, may think to score by injustice and oppression.”
“Only he who has mastered the art of obedience to law knows the art of disobedience to law”

“…..I do want to attain Moksha (Salvation, merging with God).  I do not want to be reborn.  But if I have to be reborn, I should be born an untouchable so that I may share their sorrows, sufferings and the affronts leveled at them in order that I may endeavor to free myself and them from that miserable condition….”
“…..I must refuse to insult the naked by giving them clothes they do not need instead of giving them work which they sorely need.  I will not commit the sin of becoming their patron but on learning that I had assisted in impoverishing them I would give them a privileged position and give them neither crumbs nor cast-off clothing but the best of my food and clothes and associate myself with them in work. “
“…..I am proud to think that I have numerous readers among farmers and workers.  They make India.  Their poverty is India’s curse and crime.  Their prosperity alone can make India a fit country to live in…..”
“Pure motives can never justify impure or violent actions.”
“The spirit of punishment is a sign of weakness..”
“…..We must have the liberty to do evil before we learn to do good.”
“In India it must be held to be a crime to spend money on dinner and marriage parties…and other luxuries so long as millions of people are starving.  We would not have a feast in a family if a member was about to die of starvation.”
“If India makes violence her creed and I have survived I would not care to live in India.  She will cease to evoke any pride in  me….”
“Every good deed is its own advertisement”
“…To surrender is not to confer favor.  Justice that love gives is a surrender, justice that law gives is a punishment.  What a lover gives transcends justice.  And yet it is always less than he wishes to give because he is anxious to give more and frets that he has nothing left…”
“Love never claims, it ever gives.”
“A man is but the product of his thoughts; what he thinks, he becomes.”
“The law of love governs the world.  Life persists in the face of death.  The universe continues in spite of destruction incessantly going on.  Truth triumphs over untruth.  Love conquers hate”
“If I love merely Hindus and Moslems because their ways are on the whole pleasing to me, I shall soon begin to hate them when their ways displease me, as they may well do any moment.  A love that is based on the goodness of those whom you love is a mercenary affair.”
“We must measure people with their own measure and see how far they come up to it.”
“I remain loyal to an institution so long as that institution conduces to my growth, to the growth of the nation.”
“If I have to make the choice between counting beads or turning the wheel, I would certainly decide in favor of the wheel, making it my rosary, so long as I found poverty and starvation stalking the land…”
“No man of God can consider another man as inferior to himself.  He must consider every man as his blood brother.  It is the cardinal principal of every religion.
“It is not enough for you to hold the belief passively that untouchability is a crime.  He who is a passive spectator of crime is really, and in law, an active participator in it…(without action).”
(Gandhi went to Buckingham Palace to have tea with King George V and Queen Mary.  On the eve of the event, all England was agog over what he would wear.  He wore a loincloth, sandals, a shawl and his dangling watch.  Later someone asked Gandhi whether he had had enough on.  “The King, (Gandhi replied) had enough on for both of us”
“….The word “criminal” should be taboo from our dictionary.  Or we are all criminals.  ‘Those of you that are without sin cast the first stone.’…..As a jailer once said, all are criminals in secret…Let them therefore be good companions.  I know this is easier said than done.”
“….There is a need for reform in the administration of prisons.  A prison should be a house of correction and not punishment.  (why?)  should a forger have fetters on his legs in prison?  The fetters will not improve his character.”
“ ‘Harijans’---children of God, which is the name Gandhi gave to the sixty million untouchables.”
“There is no inherent merit in mortification of the flesh”
“…..My trust is solely in God.  And I trust men only because I trust God.”
“Blind adoration in the age of action is perfectly valueless, is often embarrassing and equally, often painful.”
“I can truthfully say I am slow to see the blemishes of fellow beings, being myself full of them and therefore being in need of their charity.  I have learnt not to judge any one harshly and to make allowances for defects that I may detect.”
“This is enough for the man who is true to himself:  Do not undertake anything beyond your capacity and at the same time do not harbor the wish to do less than you can.  One who takes up tasks beyond his powers is proud and attached; on the other hand one who does less than he can is a thief.  If we keep a time-table we can save ourselves from this last mentioned sin indulged in even unconsciously…”
“If I had no sense of humor I should long ago have committed suicide.”
“It is nonsense for you to talk of old age so long as you outrun young men in the race for service and in the midst of anxious times fill rooms with your laughter and inspire youth with hope when they are on the brink of despair.”
“My imperfections and failures are as much a blessing from God as my success and my talents….Why should He have chosen me, an imperfect instrument, for such a mighty experiment?  I think he deliberately did so. He had to serve the poor dumb ignorant millions.  A perfect man might have been their despair.  When they found that one with their failings was marching on towards Ahimsa (the practice of love) they too had confidence in their own capacity.”

“All humanity is one undivided and indivisible family
"All humanity is one undivided and indivisible family, and each one of us is responsible for the misdeeds of all the others. I cannot detach myself from the wickedest soul."
"It is easy enough to be friendly to one's friends. But to befriend the one who regards himself as your enemy is the quintessence of true religion. The other is mere business."
“Brute force will avail against brute force only when it is proved that darkness can dispel darkness.”
“…Physical Force is wrongly considered to be used to protect the weak.  As a matter of fact, it still further weakens the weak, it makes them dependent upon their so called defenders or protectors…”
“Man and his deed are two distinct things.  Whereas a good deed should call forth approbation and a wicked deed disapprobation, the doer of the deed, whether good or wicked, always deserves respect or pity, as the case may be.  ‘Hate the sin not the sinner’ is a precept which, though easy enough to understand, is rarely practiced, and that is why the poison of hatred spreads in the world.”
“Moksha (salvation, merging with God)”
“It is a million times better to appear untrue before the world than to be untrue to ourselves.”
“…A government that is evil has no room for good men and women except in its prisons.”
“…I cannot possibly go wrong so long as I do not harm other nations in the act of serving my country.”
“If man, no matter what pigment he wears, will realize his status, he will discover that it is possible for him to stand erect before a whole world in opposition.”
“Man does not live by bread alone.  Many prefer self-respect to food.”
“I can no more teach non-violence to a coward than I can tempt a blind man to enjoy healthy scenes.  Non-violence is the summit of bravery.”
“I object to violence because, when it appears to do good, the good is only temporary, the evil it does is permanent.”
“It is nobler to try to change their spirit than to take their lives.”
“A man who is truthful will not believe charges even against his foes.  He will, however, try to understand the viewpoints of his opponents of serving his opponents.”
“Power is of two kinds.  One is obtained by fear of punishment, and the other by arts of love.  Power based on love is a thousand times more effective and permanent than the one derived from fear of punishment.”

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Philly ex-con makes homemade jail to deter others


www.news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20110210/ap_on_re_us/us_homemade_jail


http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20110210/ap_on_re_us/us_homemade_jail

I will edit this later, i just wanted this guy to get noticed!  This is pretty amazing of him to do.  Good to see that he is doing something very creative and physical to deter the youth and others from jail.  This could make people think twice before making a decision.  

Friday, January 14, 2011

Quotes by the great MLK after reading his Autobiography

I just finished the MLK autobiography.  Great great great!!! Here are just a few of the quotes i have found in the pages of this book.



"I must be concerned about unemployment, slums, and economic insecurity.  I am a profound advocate of the social gospel."
"The kingdom of God is neither the thesis of individual enterprise nor the antithesis of collective enterprise, but a synthesis which reconciles the truths of both."
"I was occasionally shocked when my intellectual journey carried me through new and sometimes complex doctrinal lands, but the pilgrimage was always stimulating; it gave me a new appreciation for objective appraisal and critical analysis, and knocked me out of my dogmatic slumber."

King speaking of pros and cons of liberal and conservative views.
"Liberalism.........its refusal to abandon the best light of reason.  Its contribution to the philological-historical criticism of biblical literature has been of immeasurable value."

"Whenever the church, consciously or unconsciously, caters to one class it loses the spiritual force of the "whosoever will, let him come" doctrine, and is in danger of becoming little more than a social club with a thin veneer of religiosity."
"Through education we seek to change attitudes and internal feelings (prejudice, hate, etc.); through legislation and court orders we seek to regulate behavior."
"Along the way of life, someone must have sense enough and morality enough to cut off the chain of hate and evil.  The greatest way to do that is through love.  I believe firmly that love is a transforming power that can lift a whole community to new horizons of fair play, good will, and justice."

King speaking of the bus boycott...
"We came to see that, in the long run, it is more honorable to walk in dignity than to ride in humiliation.  So in a quiet dignified manner, we decided to substitute tired feet for tired souls, and walk the streets of Montgomery until the sagging walls of injustice had been crushed by the battering rams of surging justice."

"But if democracy is to live, segregation must die."
"O God, help me to see that where i stand today,  I stand because others helped me to stand there and because the forces of history projected me there."
"And i remembered that we spend more than a million dollars a day to store surplus food in this country. I said to myself, 'I know where we can store that food free of charge--in the wrinkled stomachs of the millions of people who go to bed hungry at night.' Maybe we spend too much of our national budget building military bases around the world rather than bases of genuine concern and understanding."

MLK speaking about India's independence and the breaking of the cast system.......
"Hundreds of millions of people who had never touched each other for two thousand years were now singing and praising all together."

"We protested with the ultimate aim of being reconciled with our white brothers."
"Our ultimate end must be the creation of the beloved community."
"Jail is depressing because it shuts off the world.  It leaves one caught in the dull monotony of sameness. It is almost like being dead while one still lives.  To adjust to such a meaningless existence is not easy."
"Human beings with all their faults and strengths constitute the mechanism of a social movement."
"As Gandhi had said, no one can ride on the back of a man unless it is bent."

"I suggested that only a 'dry as dust' religion prompts a minister to extol the glories of heaven while ignoring the social conditions that cause men an earthly hell."

"Just as Socrates felt that it was necessary to create a tension in the mind so that individuals could rise from the bondage of myths and half-truths to the unfettered realm of creative analysis and objective appraisal, so must we see the need for nonviolent gadflies to create the kind of tension in society that will help men rise from the dark depths of prejudice and racism to the majestic heights of understanding and brotherhood."

"I would agree with St. Augustine that 'an unjust law is no law at all'"
"A just law is a man-made code that squares with the moral law or the law of God."
"Any law that uplifts human personality is just.  Any law that degrades human personality is unjust.  All segregation statutes are unjust because segregation distorts the soul and damages the personality.  It gives the segregator a false sense of superiority and the segregated a false sense of inferiority."

"Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will."
"Actually, time itself is neutral; it can be used either destructively or constructively."
"So the question is not whether we will be extremists, but what kind of extremists we will be."
"I have watched white churchmen stand on the sideline and mouth pious irrelevancies and sanctimonious trivialities."
"So often the contemporary Church is a weak, ineffectual voice with an uncertain sound.  So often it is an arch-defender of the status quo.  Far from being disturbed by the presence of the Church, the power structure of the average community is consoled by the Church's silent--and often even vocal--sanction of things as they are."

"Man's inhumanity to man is not only perpetrated by the vitriolic actions of those who are bad.  It is also perpetrated by the vitiating inaction of those who are good."
"I always contended that we as a race must not seek to rise from a position of disadvantage to one of advantage, but to create a moral balance in society where democracy and brotherhood would be a reality for all men."

"How long?  Not long, because the arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends toward justice."
"HOwever, a mere condemnation of violence is empty without understanding the daily violence that our society inflicts upon many of its members.  The violence of poverty and humiliation hurts as intensely as the violence of the club."
"Los Angeles could have expected the holocaust when it officials tied up federal aid in political manipulation."
"At rock bottom we are neither poets, athletes, nor artists; our existence is centered in the fact that we are consumers, because we first must eat and have shelter to live."
"The phone rang daily with stories of the most drastic forms of man's inhumanity to man and I found myself fighting a daily battle against the depression and hopelessness which the heart of our cities pumps into the spiritual bloodstream of our lives."

"I am convinced that even violent temperaments can be channeled through nonviolent discipline, if they can act constructively and express through an effective channel their very legitimate anger."
"Bitterness has not the capacity to make the distinction between some and all."
"Like life, racial understanding is not something that we find but something that we must create."
"A productive and happy life is not something you find; it is something you make.  And so the ability of negroes and whites to work together, to understand each other, will not be found read-made; it must be created by the fact of contact."

"Love is identified with a resignation of power and power with a denial of love."
"Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice.  Justice at its best is love correcting everything that stands against love."
"I refuse to determine what is right by taking a Gallup poll of the trends of time.  I imagine that there were leaders in Germany who sincerely opposed what Hitler was doing to the Jews."
"Hate is too great a burden to bear."
"It will be power infused with love and justice, that will change dark yesterdays into bright tomorrows, and lift us from the fatigue of despair to the buoyancy of hope.  A dark, desperate, confused, and sin-sick world waits for this new kind of man and this new kind of power."

"Never again will i be silent on an issue that is destroying the soul of our nation and destroying thousands and thousands of little children in Vietnam." ....there is an existential moment in your life when you must decide to speak for yourself; nobody else can speak for you."
"I had to disavow and dissociate myself from those who in the name of peace burn, maim, and kill."
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of convenience, but where he stands in moments of challenge, moments of great crisis and controversy."
"I do not believe our nation can be a moral leader of justice, equality, and democracy if it is trapped in the role of a self-appointed world policeman."

"Life is a continual story of shattered dreams.  Mahatma Gandhi labored for years and years for the independence of his people.  But Gandhi had to face the fact that he was assassinated and died with a broken heart, because that nation that he wanted to unite ended up being divided between India and Pakistan as a result of the conflict between the Hindus and the Moslems."

"In the final analysis, God does not judge us by the separate incidents or the separate mistakes that we make, but by the total bent of our lives.  In the final analysis, God knows that his children are weak and they are frail.  In the final analysis, what God requires is that your heart is right."
"Get somebody to say about you: 'he may not have reached the highest height, he may not have realized all of his dreams, but he tried.'  Isn't that a wonderful thing for somebody to say about you? 'He tried to be a good man.  He tried to be a just man.  He tried to be an honest man.  His heart was in the right place.'  And i can hear a voice saying, crying out through the eternities, 'I accept you.  You are a recipient of my grace because it was in your heart.  And it is so well that it was within thine heart.'"

"But i know, somehow, that only when it is dark enough can you see the stars."

...King talking about Bull Connor turning on the powerful fire-hoses on the nonviolent marchers and badly hurting them.........
"We had known water.  If we were Baptist or some other denomination, we had been immersed.  If we were Methodist, and some others, we had been sprinkled--but we knew water.  That couldn't stop us."

"Let us develop a kind of dangerous unselfishness."

"

Friday, December 3, 2010

Breathe of Life

I was listening to Rob Bell’s podcast “Living Dirt”. 
His books and discussions never leave me without many thoughts and a desire for action.  So good!
The passage was on  Ezekiel 37:1-14 

The hand of the LORD was on me, and he brought me out by the Spirit of the LORD and set me in the middle of a valley; it was full of bones. 2 He led me back and forth among them, and I saw a great many bones on the floor of the valley, bones that were very dry. 3 He asked me, “Son of man, can these bones live?”
   I said, “Sovereign LORD, you alone know.”
 4 Then he said to me, “Prophesy to these bones and say to them, ‘Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! 5 This is what the Sovereign LORD says to these bones: I will make breath[a] enter you, and you will come to life. 6 I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the LORD.’”
 7 So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. 8 I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them.
 9 Then he said to me, “Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Come, breath, from the four winds and breathe into these slain, that they may live.’” 10 So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army.
 11 Then he said to me: “Son of man, these bones are the people of Israel. They say, ‘Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.’ 12 Therefore prophesy and say to them: ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. 13 Then you, my people, will know that I am the LORD, when I open your graves and bring you up from them. 14 I will put my Spirit in you and you will live, and I will settle you in your own land. Then you will know that I the LORD have spoken, and I have done it, declares the LORD

What Rob in short is this:
After an interesting story of an eagle and a tribe of mice, he begins to relate the story to the message.  Jesus not only came to save the world and teach us of the next life.  So many people see the New Testament saying that we must not have anything to do with this world but merely wait for our sinful bodies and weighted souls to be uplifted to the next life.  Rob says there is much more in the New Testament than people give notice to. At the end of John Jesus returns and does something interesting.  He does something fascinating.  Something very very strange.  He says, “Peace be with you, as the father has sent me I am sending you.” After that he breathed on them.  Rob says to imagine their reaction.  After three days dead you’re going to get up and breath on us?  Really? He breathed on them and then said, receive the holy breath.  Notice, they were not dead.  They were already breathing.  He did not come to give them breath.  He returned to show them how unbelievably sacred and holy each and every breath is.  How unbelievably powerful each breath is.  He did not impart something new; he awakened them to something they had all along.  The breathe of life.  The opportunity to act and love and cherish creation and others who have the breathe of life.  This is so uplifting and also challenging.  What am I doing with my cherished and granted breathe of life.  What are you?

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

To Disguise is to Unmask



a poem for class

I wrote this a while attending a writing class.  I do not remember the requirements.  THe class was 4 years ago or so, i changed it a bit.

To Disguise is to unmask

Why did I choose this
Nor white
Nor black

To disguise is to unmask

My face becomes the disguise
Tonight i am green, the color or growth
Warm, and welcoming.

At the dance i open

Vivid rooms
vivid masks

Black walls plastered high
Darkness hides the details
It has merely begun, soon i will see as they do

Porcelain smiles at me
 Alll around
How elegant the masks they wear

White with life
Others dark seeming at the edge of death
All showing their heart

Elegantly dark music floats
Instantly my feet find the beat
Then, the moment

Beauty so radiant, shinning down in rays
Spilling out and gushing to my heart
Filling my begin with instant love so deep

Her mask is different from the rest
She has no smile, as we dance.
The music fades

The air is happy and slow
Slow as a drip after rain
She tells me to follow

Like a dog to his master I go
Yet i want to dance
I have not choice

The next room
I see the bold white walls through the darkness
They shimmer and shine as stars

Does she wish to see
Myself and my mask
What of hers?
I must know.

The kiss comes as I reach
What I grasp I cannot believe
Hair is all I touch

I stare in disbelief
She holds out her hand in gesture
I grab and the smile appears

Together we run to the dance
All around they stare
Then I begin to see

To disguise is to unmask

I reach for the back of my own
Truth sinks vigorously
To the ocean floor of my consciousness

The mask is the face
The face is the mask
To disguise is to unmask

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Standing (lyrics)

This was a song that I wrote and sang a few years ago.  I had forgotten about it!  It was exciting to find again!  I have the rhythm for the song and am currently trying to figure out the guitar chords for the song.  We will see.


Standing

Are you going to say
tomorrow or today?
Help me get, this, straight...

CHORUS
Because im standing on the outside,
looking at the inside,
please just let, me, in...
I'm waiting on the Outside.
I see you on the inside.
Staring, back, at, me..

I leave you with one question
Did you ever love me
If so let, me, in...
Look deep into your heart.
I want to be apart.
Just give me, the, key...
(Go to chorus)

I only have one chance.
To get this across
I need you to listen up
The secrets, they have to go
Let them fly out the window.
Just spread the wings.
My heart is so tore
Why wont you answer
Im knocking at the door...
(go to chorus)
(then come back to last chorus)

LAST CHORUS
I'm leaving my spot, I'm walking away.
You won’t answer, and that’s okay.
My body says stay, but spirits in control
I won’t fall deep, into that hole.
(Pause)
I won’t be on the Outside,
Looking at the inside
Im going; away...

Monday, November 22, 2010

Never Forgotten Sufia

I have sad news blog world.  At my job we recently lost a co-worker.  Sufia Munim died Friday on her way back home to Cedar Rapids.  Sufia lived and worked here in Ankeny with her 3 year old son while her husband worked and lived in Cedar Rapids.  She lived in a hotel while she was finishing up this internship so she could graduate grad school.  She was only 26.  Every weekend her and her son would travel back to Cedar Rapids to be with their husband and dad for the weekend.  This was such sad news to come to work and hear.  Sufia was an energetic, fun, charismatic, motherly woman.  Her son and I both shared the same birthday.  We spent 40 hours a week together for some time now and I am so thankful for having the honor to meet such a wonderful woman.  She always told me that she would never forget me because she would always think about me on her son’s birthday.  Well, Sufia, now it is I who will never forget you each passing year on August 16.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Thought On An Upcoming Famous Marriage

http://news.yahoo.com/s/dailybeast/20101118/ts_dailybeast/11034_princewilliamandkatemiddletonengagementhardworkbeingroyal


I found this a very interesting article.  It is true that so many people dream about ruling a country or being a prince/princess.  But we forget all the baggage that goes along with those positions.  It is true that many girls around the world are jealous of Kate Middleton because she gets Prince William.  But this article has very interest descriptions of the work ahead! Here is an interesting snippet from the article: 
"In the calendar year 2009, Her Majesty the Queen undertook no fewer than 409 official engagements, i.e., more than one a day. She is 84 years old."
WOW!  I bet many of us complain about work but do we have 409 official engagements a year?  Imagine the amount of unofficial engagements!  Just a thought that sometimes being normal and in the middle can have its perks.  I am allowed to go out and not be noticed if I choose.  I am not photographed every second of every day.  I can have a family and most likely no assassinations will be placed on them, and so on and so forth. 

scientists trap antimatter atoms

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/eu_switzerland_antimatter

what is antimatter?  Here is a short and limited description by wikki
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antimatter

The above link describes how CERN recently made a scientific breakthrough by isolating anti-matter for a period of time (short amount of time, but on the human time scale nonetheless).  This is the first time this has ever been done.  Vast amounts of money have been poured into the anti-matter project and it is actually yielding some results.  Though many people think this discovery could lead to either obliteration of the planet or mass amounts of energy for us humans to use, the likelihood of that is slim according to the researchers at CERN.  Nonetheless, I think this is good for the scientific community and humankind.  CERN and its partners have gotten many negative backlashes at what they are doing, usually by Christians.  Why do we (I use the word we loosely) Christians seem to always be in the hater crowd. Ha-ha.  This is discovery, this is research, and this is science.  These things are not against our religion or our God.  As a great thinker once wrote "for truth does not oppose truth but accords with it and bears witness to it" (averroes). We should not be afraid to find truth but should embrace and search for truth in the physical and spiritual world (if they are separate)  ;)   I think it is crazy how much money goes towards the anti-matter production and research but I also do not consider myself at all an expert on the subject and do not know the possibilities it can hold.  Who knows the truths that it can unlock.  Research is usually good, and I think they are searching for truths that can unlock mysteries, and who knows what else. 
So good job CERN for your recent accomplishments, maybe attempt to find a way to cut the cost!  I still think that we would not be where we are today if we had not put so much stock into seeking truths, researching, reasoning, etc.  Obviously there are other things that are important, arguably more important, but it does not take away the fact that research, discovery, and understanding have its special spot in humanity.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Regurgitated discussion/rant about church buildings

I'm semi new to the blog world so i'm not sure if this is cheating, but i am revisiting a previous note i wrote almost two years ago.  I will comment on my note after the post...

here it is:

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Why do we as a people of Christ spend so much time working on our church, dedicating so much time to being inside the church, and spend so much money on the church. Do we really believe that our view of “the church” is the building? What scripture do we gather that from? “And the lord said, spend lots of money on a building in my name” “And Jesus said, sell all of your things and give the money to a building in my name”. I do not think this is the case.
Isn’t it more accurate scripture wise to spend that money on the poor, on others, on people’s lives, on things that matter, the sick, the homeless, ect. I think so. What is more powerful? A giant building with a massive 1,000 dollar cross that has a bunch of rich people pour their money into to continue adding on additional crap. Or a shack type building that dedicated followers of Christ who are average people go to, to meet and worship together the Lord of the Bible; these people meet here because they give their money to the poor and other outreaching groups to help their community. They realize that the church is not a building but is a relational group of people who are following Christ with their lives. Don’t get me wrong I know that the building of a church can be used for good things. (Help kids/people get off the street, be appetizing to the eye and attract people into it that way to hear things needed to be heard, to enact basketball games and other types of after school activities to keep kids off the streets and give them more positive things to do) The thing I don’t get it why it seems churches want you to stay in them when the field Jesus speaks about is the world, not the 18,600sq ft addition to your church building. I think our churches should not be so much as a living area as it should be a sort of headquarters. A place where we meet those who we trust the most, those we love and support and a place we can help each other in the battle of life because we are all pursuing the same goal. So we find out things we did not know, find out secrets, and find out game plans.
In Acts which is known as the start of the “church,” realize Christianity was illegal, which means church was not a massive building so much as it was a relational group of people who were dedicated to the Lord and to each other.

What is church to you?
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I think this note stemmed from many churches that I visit that are certain they are the only location (or other locations affiliated with them) that Christ is present or blessing.  I think that’s egotistical and stupid.  Again I reiterate that I am not saying that we should not have buildings dedicated to Jesus or our religion, but we should not become accustomed to putting down other groups and buildings if people decide to go there.  Do not be jealous or arrogant; be happy that the work of the Lord is not only on one particular groups shoulders or building.  Be thankful that despite the many flaws of EVERY group and EVERY building, God and we can produce good works in good faith.  Keep on making churches better through heat and air for the not so good weather; convert those non-used rooms into shelter for the poor, homeless, and stricken.  Find things to do with the buildings on Monday through Saturday!  Be creative! Be loving!  Be generous!  Do not horde people or demand but lead.  Join other churches and organizations (even non religious ones that do good) and help them in the good causes going on throughout the world.  Again, I want to repeat, I was not saying the buildings should not happen but money should be used correctly and the focus should not be on the building or the group, but should be on the ultimate goals.

Monday, November 15, 2010

opposite heaven.

I am reviewing my past journal entries and just adding them to the blog.

While in school i was reading "Phaedo" by Plato.  Socrates discusses that pain comes from opposites.  Pain is followed by good and good is followed by pain.  I got to thinking that maybe heaven is a place where there is no opposites.  Maybe we are able to engage in happiness, joy, and good without the necessity of pain and negative following or preceding.  Maybe we can engage in the good without the knowledge or existence of the negative and the bad having to be there first or existing also.
This is no full fledge theological description of what i really think heaven is and could be, but this is just a random thought using some philosophical knowledge from the past.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Turkish Philosophy

While i spent some time in Turkey i had time to sit and think.  It was a nice change of pace compared to the working life back here in the states.  I journalized some, but mostly i kept it in my head.  Here are a few of the times i did journal some of my thoughts.  These are my more deeper entries, of course, they are not all written in this manner, but these are the ones i will share.

This was after spending the evening on the shoreline of the Mediterranean sea.  The sea is breathtaking and mesmerizing.  The feelings it swells within are light and wonderful. Here is what i wrote afterwards:
     'As i look out into the sea i am blocked by tall bushes.  Giant vibrant green bushes advert my eyes.  Then i see a hole.  A small insignificant hole, that opens a mesmerizing unforgettable view.  IT is as our vision is of heaven and truth.  Only when we turn our gaze and wait do we allow possible mere distorted glimpses of heaven.  As mere small distorted glimpses of the beautiful shoreline and horizon melt and ascend with the misty hills beckoning them home. "

I believe this next entry was after we visited the site of Ephesus.  I was able to see a magnificent library!!!  Here are some quick pics of the place.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ephesus




This is me next to one of the front statues, there are four all together.  Wisdom, knowledge, intelligence, and virtue.


"I was reminded of how fragile and short this life is.  Do not miss the movements of this world, slow down and realize the capabilities you have to understand, comprehend, and effect the world.  See this world and the next all around you.  Respect others, respect earth, respect the history of those that have done good, learn from those who have done bad, forgive but never forger, and love one another."

While on the trip to Turkey, we traveled over miles.......while we did that i was able to read many books.  It was great!  Here are a few quotes from those books.

"This quest may be attempted by the week with as much hope as the strong.  yet such is oft the course of deeds that move the wheels of the world: small hands do them because they must, while the eyes of the great are elsewhere."  Lord of the Rings  Elrond the wise Elf




"A nation that continues to spend more money on military defense than on programs of social uplift is approaching spiritual death."  -MLK

The wonderful words of Mr. Chesterton

I may not agree with G.K on everything, but he is a marvelous writer!  This is from the book "Orthodoxy"



"One searches for truth, but it may be that one pursues instinctively the more extraordinary truths."

"I did try to found a heresy of my own; and when i had put the last touches to it; I discovered that it was orthodoxy."

"I will not call it my philosophy; for I did not make it.  God and humanity made it; and it made me."

"Oddities do not strike odd people.  this is why ordinary people have a much more exciting time; while odd people are always complaining of the dullness of life."

"How much larger your life would be if your self could become smaller in it; if you could really look at other men with common curiosity and pleasure."

"Healthy hesitation, healthy thought of the other side, healthy complexity."

"The earth is so large, and the cosmos is so very small.  The cosmos is about the smallest hole that a man can hide his head in."

"Restriction of materialism"  "Materialists and madmen never have doubts."

"How can you advance freedom when you use free thought to destroy free will."

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Saturday, November 13, 2010

In awe of San Suu Kyi

Many people who know me know that i am infatuated with information.  I love to find out information.  Also, i believe information is needed for people to state opinions and statements.  Today, i read some fantastic news about the nobel prize winner San Suu Kyi who fights harder than most for the freedom of information and democracy.  She fights for the freedom of the oppression in the country that was known as Burma.

This is great news that she is out of her house arrest!  I hope it revives the country's people's hearts.  We will see.  This article below explains how this is such a great moment, but also a critical one.  The focus should not be taken away from the military tyranny going on at the moment in the country.

Of course, this type of news makes me feel lucky that i can sit safely in my house, drinking some coffee, applying for graduate schools and write blogs about my opinions on different political and justice issues.

I suppose i end this note with a great thank you to those like San Suu Kyi.  I am in awe of their courage,  brilliance, and perseverance.  I only hope that more and more people like her can emerge, fighting for freedom for others.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/as_myanmar_suu_kyi

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Child Protection Compact Act: Nov 15

Upon finding this article I was moved to share!  I was searching the web for more information about the Child Protection Compact Act. 

http://writ.news.findlaw.com/commentary/20090715_klarevas_buckley.html


To find out more about the Child Protection Compact Act and what you can do about it, check out the following:
http://www.ijmmobile.org/content/detail/268

I will write more about my thoughts and emotions when i read about this type of stuff, but the information is more imporatant at the moment, so read up!